As you can see from our baby ticker, I only have about 10 weeks left... give or take few - I'd rather
take some, I think.
Although, I am pretty torn about how I feel. I treasure every moment that I have with him so close to me, such a part of me. I am beginning to notice when he wakes up and when he's very still. And it's actually starting to resemble a sort of schedule (big movement at 2:38 AM one night, then 2:53 AM the next, for example). I know that I will miss the security and hospitable design that my womb offers. While it's beginning to be cramped and I'm noticing a slight "waddle" in my step, these are fleeting days that I cherish.
On the other hand, I can't wait to meet him! I'm ready to hold him in my arms and stroke his cheeks and feel how soft his earlobes are. I want to count his fat rolls and see how his entire foot fits perfectly in my hand. I want to pass him around to his uncles, aunts, and grandparents. I want to feed him and, believe it or not, change his diaper. And please don't say, "All that is fun at first... but just you wait!". This is where I am right now.
Anyway, on to more technical things. In about 20 minutes, I need to drink my glucose drink before I go to my 10:00 appointment with Dr. Stafford. Also after this appointment, we move to visits every 2 weeks, and then to every week! I've had some pretty sharp pain in my tailbone when I stand up, so I'm going to ask him about that today. I'm sure it's just a normal pain that comes with carrying another human, but sometimes it can be really painful.
I've started to feel the shortness of breath that can come in the 3rd trimester, but thankfully, my body seems to be coping pretty well with carrying him around. In general, I feel good and happy and alive. God is so merciful.
I'll letcha know how the appointment goes today!